Monthly Archives: August 2013

Fast And Furious , That’s How It Happens

Posted on August 29, 2013 by beckikeyevents

PTSD and a pinch of OCD equals crazy-making. Today I woke up refreshed, which rarely is the case for me. I came downstairs to get my coffee and sat out back on the patio. The sky was grey and it … Continue reading →

Posted in Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, Healing and Recovery, Hypervigilance, Mental Health, Murder attack, OCD, PTSD, Traumatic Experiences | Tagged anxiety, blogging, crazy making, going crazy in oregon, living with PTSD, OCD, seasons changing, suffering from PTSD, traumatic experiences, triggers | 38 Comments

My Selfishness

Posted on August 28, 2013 by beckikeyevents

The universe lost an amazing man this weekend and the heaven’s gained an angel. I am blessed to have been in his presence and shared many laughs. My heart grieves out of selfishness that I yearn for more treasured moments … Continue reading →

Posted in Death, death of a loved one, friends, friendships, hope, spiritual energy, Traumatic Experiences | Tagged cancer sucks, close friendships, death of a friend, final goodbyes, forgiveness, missing a loved one, moving on, spiritual awaking | 2 Comments

Wow 5 Years Already

Posted on August 26, 2013 by beckikeyevents

Does not seem possible that he has been gone that long. I feel his spirit sitting in his chair at the desk he crafted….. RIP BIG DUCK.. My favorite picture of Kevin below

Posted in Depression, Domestic Violence, Dysfunctional Family Relationships, estranged fathers, Family Secrets, Mental Health, NBA, Uncategorized | Tagged brother, death, Duck 00, duckworths, eastern illinois university, love, Portland Oregon, Portland Trailblazers, professional basketball, Ronnie Duckworth | 2 Comments

To Forgive is to Set a Prisoner Free

Posted on August 23, 2013 by beckikeyevents

Sometimes a cold slap in the face from a loving friend is exactly the healing balm a soul needs. It’s not unlike pouring alcohol on a lethal wound: you know that painful sting will save you in the end. I … Continue reading →

Posted in Child Abuse, daughters, Domestic Violence, Dysfunctional Family Relationships, hope, Life's Blessings and Joys, mental illiness, Toxic Relationships, Traumatic Experiences, Uncategorized | Tagged Becki Duckworth, Becki Duckworth book, forgiveness, janice mary meier, janice mary meier plano illinois, marc meier naperville illinois | 7 Comments

Summer Update At The Duckworth’s

Posted on August 22, 2013 by beckikeyevents

I have not blogged in weeks. I am just getting back in the saddle for real this time. Our backyard is looking much better. I love the lights the canopy and the pagoda. Many thanks to Rick and Jeremy for … Continue reading →

Posted in beaten by mother, Child Abuse, Dysfunctional Family Relationships, family bliss, friendships, gift of love, happiness, Healing and Recovery, hope, Life's Blessings and Joys, Mental Health, new adventures, PTSD, surprise callers, therapy, Uncategorized | Tagged best friends, family friend, forgiveness, janice meier plano illinois, plano illinois police, summer fun, unconditional love, update from becki Duckworth | 7 Comments

Finally I Am Going To Talk Cake

Posted on August 2, 2013 by beckikeyevents

I hate cake, not just any cake, but birthday cake. Maybe I should clarify… I hate birthday cake for my birthday. Baking and making a cake is a labor of love. When my children were young, at least a week … Continue reading →