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Tag Archives: depression
The Thief Has Returned
The thief has once again arrived and is attempting to steal my soul. All I can take solace in at the moment is I know I am not alone. Ive attempted three times since Monday to blog about this, each … Continue reading
Posted in Depression, Suicide
Tagged chronic pain, depression, living with PTSD, suicide
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Once Upon A Time
One of my favorite memories living in Portland was when Ronnie , Lance and I attended one of Lance’s childhood friends wedding reception. After the reception dinner the DJ started to play. The dance floor was empty and the new … Continue reading
It’s Just A Funk !!
Sooooo… I have not checked my blog for 6 days.. That’s a first since I started my blog back in October. In fact it’s also been several day’s since I even checked my email account. I have been in a … Continue reading
Posted in Child Abuse, Depression, Dysfunctional Family Relationships, Healing and Recovery, PTSD, Toxic Relationships
Tagged birthdays, blogging, cancer, depression, friends, hope
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Homeless In San Francisco (Part Two)
I did as sperm donor told me and got into Al’s car. Sperm donor asked me what was in the bag I was carrying. I told him,” Just some things from my desk.” He looked in my bag and saw … Continue reading
Posted in Depression, Domestic Violence, Dysfunctional Family Relationships, Family Secrets, Toxic Relationships, Traumatic Experiences
Tagged abusive relationship, Anthony Duckworth, anthony walker, child protective services, cocaine, court battles, depression, domestic violence, dysfunctional family
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The Day I Was Stabbed…Part 3
This is the third and final part of the story of the night my attacker attempted to murder me, the surgeries to save my life, and the recovery process. Part one can be read by clicking here and part two can … Continue reading
Posted in Depression, Domestic Violence, Dysfunctional Family Relationships, Family Secrets, friends, friendships, Healing and Recovery, Murder attack, Murder trial, My Life as an Celebrity Event Planner, prison, PTSD, Stabbed, Traumatic Experiences
Tagged abuse, abusive relationship, alcoholic, angry boyfriend, Anthony Duckworth, Anthony james duckworth and oregon, anthony walker, attacked and stabbed, attempted murder, Becki Duckworth, Becki Duckworth book, butcher knife attack, children witness violence, clarence thomas, dateline nbc, defend self, depression, domestic violence, dysfunctional family, dysfunctional relationship, Emanuel Hospital, jan meier plano illinois, Janice delp, janice mary meier, Janice Meier, Jodi Arias, jodi arias murder trial, Lance Duckworth, left for dead, life-threatening wounds, luis ortiz, miracle, murder attempt, oprah, Oprah Winfrey Show, partner abuse, partner violence, physical abuse, Portland Adventist Hospital, Portland Oregon, protect kids, PTSD, save life, Stabbed, stabbing, stalker, stalking, surviver survived murder attempt, travis alexander
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The Day I Was Stabbed…Part Two
This is part two of the story of the night my attacker attempted to murder me, the surgeries to save my life, and the recovery process. Part one can be read here.
Posted in Domestic Violence, Family Secrets, Healing and Recovery, Murder attack, PTSD, Stabbed, Toxic Relationships, Traumatic Experiences
Tagged abuse, abusive relationship, alcoholic, angry boyfriend, Anthony Duckworth, Anthony james duckworth and oregon, anthony walker, attacked and stabbed, attempted murder, Becki Duckworth, Becki Duckworth book, butcher knife attack, children witness violence, clarence thomas, dateline nbc, defend self, depression, domestic violence, dysfunctional family, dysfunctional relationship, Emanuel Hospital, jan meier plano illinois, Janice delp, janice mary meier, Janice Meier, Jodi Arias, Lance duckworth portland oregon, left for dead, life-threatening wounds, luis ortiz, miracle, murder attempt, oprah, Oprah Winfrey Show, partner abuse, partner violence, physical abuse, Portland Adventist Hospital, Portland Oregon, protect kids, PTSD, save life, Stabbed, stabbing, stalker, stalking, surviver survived murder attempt, travis alexander
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Protected: And Then There Were None
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Posted in Adoption, cigarette cravings, cigarette withdrawl, Depression, Dysfunctional Family Relationships, Family Secrets, Mental Health, PTSD, Toxic Relationships, Traumatic Experiences, Uncategorized
Tagged abusive relationship, adoption, Alison Rodgers, anger, Becki Duckworth, cigarette withdrawl, dangerous person, depression, drama, drunk driving, dysfunctional family, mental abuse, mothers against drunk driving, narcissistic personality, open adoption, peace, spoiled children, traumatized, unconditional love, washington county DA office, washington county sheriffs office
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This Love Affair Is Over
We first met during a 4-H weekend retreat. One of the older girls in the group introduced us. It was not love at first sight then, in fact you actually made me sick to my stomach. I felt gross and … Continue reading
Posted in beaten by mother, Child Abuse, cigarette cravings, cigarette withdrawl, Depression, Domestic Violence, Dysfunctional Family Relationships, Family Secrets, Healing and Recovery, Life's Blessings and Joys, Mental Health, PTSD, Toxic Relationships, Traumatic Experiences, Uncategorized
Tagged cigarette withdrawl, cigarettes, depression, healing, jan meier plano illinois, Janice delp, Janice Meier, PTSD, stop smoking, stopping smoking
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The Water Cooler is Buzzing
I apologize to my readers that I have not yet posted part 2 of when I was stabbed. There could be potentially several parts to that story as the pain and suffering, not only for me, but my children too, … Continue reading
Posted in Child Abuse, Depression, Domestic Violence, Dysfunctional Family Relationships, Family Secrets, Healing and Recovery, Mental Health, PTSD, Traumatic Experiences
Tagged abusive mother, abusive relationship, alyssa duckworth, Alyssa wooster, Amanda dehaven, Anthony Duckworth, Anthony james duckworth and oregon, anthony walker, burn me, burn my house, children, death threat, depression, domestic violence, family, friends, jan meier plano illinois, Janice delp, janice mary meier, Janice Meier, liars, mental abuse, peace, PTSD, unconditional love, violence
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To those friends and loved ones who did not know me prior to 1991, I would like to start this post by saying I am sorry for not sharing my story with you before. For so long I have been … Continue reading
I Survived a Murder Attack -- My Family Didn't 